well. updates of my life.

erh. i have very short fringe now. -.- blah. nerdyyyy. lol
and. i have one more paper left for mid yr. muahaha.
and. i am officially single =/

well.. its jus all abt meeting the right person at the right time.
i think i met the wrong person at the wrong time. haha.
but it might be the right person if it was the correct time.
=/ i dunno what i am talking abt.

anw. thx for all the wonderful times.
and.. the not so wonderful times too. haha.

blah. tads it. the world is still moving on.
regardless of whats happening to me.
that is one cruel fact. (:


lala. ok TKD!
went to help out at kumpung ubi CC last sun.
its wasnt a very grand tournament la.
but to be able to meet my tkd frends was really fun.
and no need to say. those frendly frendly tkd coaches. lols

muhaha. mr samQ said i look alot slimmer! muahhaa. LOL.
but well. he said i looked better last time.
dunno sld be happy or wad. lols

and for the sad part. my brother n marcus both lost their matches. ):
and were quite badly injured too.

but well. if it was me i wouldnt even join competitions now.
i am old.
erh. actually i'm jus afraid to lose. :p


life's like that. sometimes we are just too afraid.
too afraid to even give it a try.
if we didnt try, we wont have the possiblity to lose anything. lol.
well, i think i am that kind of person.

sldnt have gortten into a RS, maybe.
and now i may jus be one normal mugger for a lvls.
and he might be having a better RS right now. haha.
well.. =/


my compo gonna be published! ahah
its a book of compos from our sch la. so not jus mine lols.
its name " cai se zhi chuang "
colouful window. LOL. blah.

gone.

yawns. 4.28am. what am i doing online?
i am supposed to be studying.
but then, theres just no motivation. totally no motivation. =.=
jc's stuffs are really hard. ):
so many things to memeorise. arrr.

i dont like it when guys say. " dont waste my money leh."
" eat finish can. dont waste my money. i know u not xin tong. cos not ur money ma"
^&#$#%&&
i want to eat or not my business. if u not willing to pay. den dont pay. nobody forces u to pay.
the most dont go out la. =.=
double yawns. =.= thats the most turn off action liao. =.=

anw, cant there be real friendship btw a guy n a gal?
no way at all?
i envy those gers who can really get along well with guys n guys treat them as buddies. lol
ok. maybe i am thinking too much.
budden it seems that my guys frens, those i am very familiar with, always have an motive.
theres just like no pure frenship. like guys came to know u with a motive already.
makes me so hard to get a male buddy.
ok. maybe i am thinking too much.

budden, its a fact that. i am getting lonelier.
msn. i can hardly have anyone to chat to already.
i have like 200+ cntacts. and those that i tok to are less than 5. =.=
and xx cmplained that he gort no frens. now who's the one who has lesser frends.
yawns.

recently back to maple again. lols. becos of the orbis party quest. g0ngzhuX (:
i am so lonely to e extent that, sumtimes i feel that i have more frends in maple.
though not real frends. but more ppl to tok to. lol

i think i resistricted myself too much in e past.
i rmb that if any guy toks to me on msn. i would give them attitude.
and those who sms me. i wont reply at all.
why did i resistricted myself so much?
haha. and i think it had became a HABIT.

less than 10 days to mid yr. dont dare to count.
i cant help. but cant be bothered to care.
i know its gone case already.
and after i gort back my results. i will feel v remorseful.
for.. perhaps a week.
and after that. i would slack again. =.=
arrr. i dont want to take a lvls this yr. ):

i wan to go for tkd everyday.
at least those kids can brighten up my day. haha
join some competition. beat someone or get beaten.
at least. it wont be so boring..
now i cant even go for my tkd lessons. becos of MID YR. =.=

arrr. i dont like my life now. ):
and i wont like it for the next 5 mths.
i will like it after my alvls. budden. who to go out with?
would have lost many frends when i am mugging. haha.

一个人的心，能碎几次？

hoho. arr. sians. ownage!
not around me = weird.

frog's chior concert on sat! yay-ness! =D
hope she will sing damn well!
little froggie sing a song~ hey! theres really this song! lols

bowling had been a waste of time. non sch team = losers/idiots lah.
but thx god the J1 guys look.. yea. u know~ ^^ LOL xD
tads the only gud thing la. lols

arrr. my new shoes gort stolen man!
damn that stealer la.
i curse u!
#%^$%^%%@!!!!!#$%#%5

been sick these few days..
will anyone die from flu?
immposible rite. must be i got conned again. T.T
arrr. left with cough nia! will be ok tml de! ^^
i will recover b4 the deadline!

save money save money! really need to save lotssss of money!
been spending too muhc. arr. sians
the watch plus the contact lens = all my money! my gawd.
1 week pocket money = $40
spent : 1.8+1.8+2.2+12+6+ tml's spending.
wont have much left T.T
damn.


anw! nice song!
very special.
too bad the singer is not shuai. LOL
HERE

DDEES. my grades -.-
REALLY NO C!
my gawd. zzZ

common test is gone case man!
rahh! no more treats! ):
i bet i cant eeven see a C. zzZ

VERY RANDOM PHOTOS

rahhh!
exams exams exams.
boredddd.
chem confirm plus guarantee fail. lols
studied till so late leh! ##$%&%^*&^!!$%^$
waste my time, waste ppl's time. -.-
anw, tyty!